2010.

Hi.

I missed my post yesterday. So, this post is going to be for yesterday and today.

We have been really busy these days. We have been painting our house.. OH, that reminds me that I need to text Kristie.. I forgot. Anyways, we have been painting our room and we finally finished it tonight. I am so glad because I am tired of painting. But, once we move out stuff in there we have to paint the bathroom, hallway, and kitchen.. :/ I am not too excited about it.

Hannah is down here. She is so adorable. Hannah is Matthew’s niece, by the way. She is two years old and she is the cutest little girl in the world. I love her so much. She makes me want a kid even more than I already do.

I still have not posted that headboard that I made. I am kind of late on doing things. If I were not so busy throughout my day I would be better at remembering things.

Also, Jerry has been over the past two days. I have had so much fun. We have laughed and laughed. It has been a big ole’ bundle of fun. Hahah. :) So funny.

That is all that I have for now. I am so tired.

-Allie.

2010.

Hi.

Again.. this post is meant for January 16th. I am always late about these posts because I am busy throughout the day.

We were supposed to move our stuff in today, but it rained. It is supposed to rain tomorrow as well. So, tomorrow we will just have to clean/paint.. I think tomorrow we are going to go to WalMart, too. We need to pick up a bed frame.

I have been thinking a lot about children. I want a child so bad. I know that may sound crazy to some people, if not most people. I realize that I am young and that it can wait, but I cannot stop the fact that I really want a child. I do not know why I have been thinking about it a lot lately. It has just really been on my mind.

Also, my birthday is a little under four weeks. It blows my mind that I will be 20 years old. I will not be a teenager anymore. I am super stoked about it, but scared at the same time. I know things will probably be exactly the same. It is just the fact that I will not have that “teen” on the end of my age. Freaks me out.

I never posted a picture of our headboard on here. I am kind of scared that everyone will think it is crappy or something. I hate it. I hate the headboard anyways. Matthew likes what I did though.

I may post a picture of it. Who knows?

-Allie.

2010

Hi.

I am going ahead and posting this kind of early. I usually post after my day is complete, but we have a sort of busy day today. So, I decided to go ahead and post. I will post about my night tomorrow or something.

I woke up with a busting headache. I mean, it was one of those “do not want to get out of bed because the light hurts my head and the noise really gets to me” kind of headaches. It still has not eased up. I hope it goes away as the day goes on.

Tonight we have so much to do. First off, we have to go get a little groceries for our house. There is no food there. I mean, nothing. Thomas always eats at Matthews house so he does not keep food in his own house. With us living there, that will change.

We have to try and work on the house a little today. That house is filthy. I am “high maintenance’, atleast that is what everyone says. I refuse to live in filth though. So, that house has to be spotless before I live there.

Later tonight, we are going bowling with Amadeo. That SHOULD be fun. I mean, it may be completely boring and stupid. I am hoping that it is fun though. I do not get along with Amadeo and some of his friends sometimes though. Which may result in a disaster.

I finished our headboard. I will have a picture of it up later. I kind of like it, kind of hate it. Eh.

-Allie.

2010

Hi.

This is actually Thrursday’s post. I am a little late on this one.

Today has been a pretty busy day for me. Matthew got his check, so we decided to come to my mother’s house. We have played tons of games and I have been working on mine and Matthew’s headboard. It is looking pretty good. I think it is going to look great in our room. I am pretty excited about it.

My mother was so happy to have me home. I can always see it on her face. She gets so giddy and we laugh nonstop. It is actually really nice to have us not fighting. I just wish that things would get better for her. She is so depressed about the divorce and everything. I feel so bad for her and I wish there were something I could do to make the pain go away, but I know that that is something she will have to oversome by herself. I know how hard it is to love someone that just does not want you or need you anymore.

I have been thinking alot about the future and this year. I want to accomplish so many things and I feel like I have no time to accomplish them. I want to get a job and save my money for a car. I want to move out of this place and go to Nashville. My heart is in Nashville. I belong there and I fit in there. I miss it so much. I want to make so much artwork. I want mine and Matthew’s relationship to grow and to move further. Gah, there are just so many things that I want to happen. I know that if I set my mind to them and go into them with a full heart and strong head that I can accomplish all of them. Wish me luck.

-Allie.

2010

Hi.

So, I am a little late on this whole 365 project deal. I figured since I was late starting this I will just extend it to 2011. It will make it a full 365 days or whatever.

This blog will be 365 days of thoughts, dreams, and aspirations. It will let you into my mind and it will let you see a part of me that I rarely show to anyone.

I will try to do a piece of artwork everyday for a year. It will be hard, especially with things going on in my life like they are right now. I will certainly try though.

Anyways… enough rambling. I am counting this as my entry of the day. I know it was a lame entry, but maybe the entries will get a little better with time.

My life is not very exciting, but I do have thoughts and dreams of my own. :)

If you are reading this, I more than likely love you.

<3 Allie.